"A Hybrid of the Joining of Roses and Bougainvillea, Mostly for the Poetry of the Thorns Born of the Union."

Dog Poet Transmitting.......

These are rough, tense, and trying times, most especially for those with an active spiritual nature. Rather than being nailed to a cross, it feels like a cross is being nailed to you. I hesitate to discuss my personal state because it gives ammunition to The Enemy... and because a certain percentage of readers do not read with any real attention given, so I often get feedback on statements I never made. Well... I don't know how important it is anyway, given how unimportant I am to begin with. This doesn't bother me. The desire for importance causes many people to do very stupid things.

My life is not a bed of roses. It's more like the roses are hybrids of the union of roses and bougainvillea, mostly for the poetry of the thorns born of the union, Most of the time I am able to maintain a state of dispassionate disinterest. This is one of the positives of not being important. You don't have to protect a profile you don't have. You don't have to constantly embellish and polish a false persona. You are just whatever you are, even if you have no idea of what that is.

There is an experience I have that comes around with an unpredictable regularity. I might be standing in the kitchen or sitting here at the computer and a fiery wrath... like anger... begins to press down on me. I don't know if that is a precise image. I don't know if it is pressing down. It is just pressing somehow. At first, it is a minor annoyance, but... if I don't respond, it increases, and increases, and increases, until I react with outrage; sometimes a profane outrage. Once it is able to get this response from me, it backs off and disappears, as if that were the whole point of the exercise.

It used to happen at rare intervals. Now, I get some amount of it once a week. Most of the time, these days, I win, and it backs off and disappears; not always.

In The Tarot, there is a Major Arcana card, number 14, called Temperance.

In The Tarot Tableau, it is the middle card in the last row of sevens, meaning it is the agency or process that counteracts or brings about the condition symbolized by the last card, which is The World.

The initial force or state that is expressed or processed through Temperance is The Chariot.

The Chariot exemplifies Triumph in the Mind. It represents much more than that, but this will serve for the purpose of this post= Triumph in the Mind. It represents a lot more because... as someone said, “a picture is worth a thousand words.” It might be much more than a thousand words, depending on the picture, or it could be a lot less than a thousand words, like the painting of a cow eating grass in a snowstorm.

Most interesting is the term associated with the force that Temperance represents. That term is Wrath. When we are being CHANGED, it can be a VERY uncomfortable event. It is not so much that we are personally resisting the change, it is due to our subconsciously resisting the change. There are parts of ourselves that have to do with former IMPRINTS, which are the substance of habitual behavior, based on our apprehension of what we thought was real at the time it imprinted.

We imprint much of what we become in our childhood. It produces the fodder for The Reactive Mind. It determines our relationship to Flight or Fight. It grooves our libido and forms our personality, although we bring a percentage of that with us so that our Karma can locate us in the way a cellphone or a low-jack can reveal our location. I am, OF COURSE, being allegorical here, with a great deal of Brevity. Heh heh... how do you get a great deal of Brevity?

There was a time when I did not handle this Wrath very well. I would often destroy something precious to me as a kind of “I don't care” statement; guitars... recording equipment, paintings. It didn't matter. Now that I reflect on the matter, I wonder at the possible connection between that and the Recorder I used to carry with me wherever I went. A recorder is a 'limited' musical instrument that was quite popular in The Middle Ages. It was also prominent in occult rituals, and in Wicca. It is a lot like the flutes used by snake charmers in India.

Anyway... I took a lot of LSD in those times, often alone and in the desert or the mountains. I liked tripping alone because there was no interference with my invisible friends showing up, who were not always invisible. Often... the trip would be influenced by the mindset of whatever companions might be with me during those times. Often... more pedestrian events would occur because of the presence of prosaic minds. This was especially true if I happened to be at a Be-In or a concert. Then it was rare for my friends from the luminous spheres to appear.

On several occasions, I would find myself at a cliff's edge, somewhere with tumbled rocks below me. I might be having one of those moments where I was trying to understand The Ego or some other less rarefied aspect of my being, and... I would toss the recorder off of the cliff, onto the rocks below. Sometimes it broke. Sometimes is seemed to just bounce around. They are made out of pretty hard wood. Whatever the result of the recorder's visitation among the rocks, I never saw that recorder again. I associated the recorder with my ego... or whatever I thought I was trying to get rid of, and it was a symbolic action meant to indicate that I was freeing myself of The Ego. Heh... heh... I did not realize at the time that one does not get rid of The Ego.

It became a thing between me and my corporate friends, and a saying emerged, “Remember the Flute!” It was used as a greeting or a farewell. That, of course, had a hidden meaning which was “Forget the Flute.” I was pretty much on my own back in those days. I was in unknown lands with no religious structure or belief system to comfort or contain me; probably just as well... but I was out there on life's highway with not a clue to who I was or what I was meant to be. That hasn't changed much (grin).

These days, I KNOW beyond any shadow of doubt that God is REAL, and also that God is not contained by any religion or belief system either. I don't understand why this Wrath comes upon me. It can be near unbearable at times. It is interesting that I have no real resistance to it. I am only trying to understand it, and why it comes around. I was told that I was no longer influenced by The Infernal Kingdom and they take it personally when anyone gets away from them, so they harass me; see if they can get a rise out of me. Apparently, eventually, they are no longer able to do this. I am aware of this and it gives me strength in those times, BUT... really... who is the source of this Wrath? Is it the angel that is prominently featured in the card? That angel is The Holy Guardian Angel, and it is that angel that facilitates The Operation of the Sun in those of us that pursue it.

The Holy Guardian Angel is associated with Sagittarius and the pursuit of Truth.

According to the tradition of Ageless Wisdom, we do nothing to accomplish the successful conclusion of The Operation of the Sun. Our part in the process is simply... to permit it, to not interfere in it, which is the instinctive reaction of 99 point something percent of humanity. We allow ourselves to be put in the way of it and... it makes us tremble when that waveform operates on our being. It is said that it has much of the character of Wrath to it, BUT... Wrath is a blind. Sometimes it seems to me that it is like Jihad, which the ignorant imagine to represent Holy War on infidels. Well... it does do this, but it is a holy war on our own being. It is a dramatic cleansing of us that drives every resident enemy within, far away... or into cinders and ash.

I suspect that it can be very uncomfortable to experience this. I have personally experienced a similar discomfort at various times in my life, and it can provoke an impotent rage. Everything comes out of vibration and the wavy nature of vibration can often have the character of Wrath because it seeks to change what we are unwilling to change.

If you are going to search for God, you have to expect that e-v-e-n-t-u-a-l-l-y nothing of your old self, the mortal self, will remain. It comes with the territory. Seek God and you will lose yourself. Anyone who has embarked on this course will recognize this feature and it is why 99 plus whatever fraction of a percent there is of us, at some point, turns away. It is too difficult. It hurts too much. People fall back into the comfort of the familiar, the confines of a religion or belief system that... allows for us to have the appearance of something we don't actually possess, although it is always there, and WILL possess us at some point.

It comes down to how much pain you can stand in the relentless cycling of reincarnation. Can you live with the war of opposites... attraction and aversion? Are you content enough with the carrot to not mind the stick? BUT... you don't have the carrot.

I suppose this got written for some reason today. I don't know what that is. I seldom do. Perhaps I suspect that I am not the only one to be occasionally inconvenienced by this visitation. Most of the time, my life is serene and above the fray. Given that, I can't complain, and what good would it do? None.

End Transmission.......

There is some powerful and interesting news to be found in today's links. I think, for those of you who venture to explore them, you will find this to be true=

Via Breitbart
Monsters... Monsters=
Barack Obama and Anthony Fauci Surprise Children at School to Promote Coronavirus Vaccine

Via MPN News
Well...
knock me over with a pain de chocolat=
Former Spy Details Israel’s Main Motive Behind Epstein’s Sexual Blackmail Operation

Via National Conservative
Just absolutely lovely people=
Four Portland Antifa have died violently in the past two years
Now another has committed suicide

Via The Real History Channel
Then there is this=
NY Times (Magazine Insert):
Inside the Unraveling of American Zionism:
A Rebuttal

Web page capture from FT.com
Via archive.today
Maybe this will migrate to our shores (finger's crossed)=
Why China’s elite tread a perilous path

Via CNBC
I've written Elon Musk about this and advised him to go to the Truthseeker comments section, where there are a lot of people who are in touch with the Annunaki and other alien life forms who have the space technology he needs. I've told him to ask the Truthseeker comment section to put him in touch with the aliens (fingers crossed)=
Elon Musk tells SpaceX employees that Starship engine crisis is creating a ‘risk of bankruptcy’

Via Breitbart
Their lies are falling apart, and when they don't, the very absurdity sinks their boat, whether they killed an albatross or not=
New York Times:
Climate Change Is Driving Albatrosses to ‘Divorce’

Via The Intercept
How about this, eh?
THE PARIAH:
He Declined the FBI’s Offer to Become an Informant. Then His Life Was Ruined.

Via Fox News
Remember his video with the pornographic chick who was singing about her privates and somehow it was science? He's at it again (this man is certifiably crazy)=
Bill Nye 'Science Guy':
Roasted for 'insanely demented' TikTok video with President Biden

Via Fox News
You can expect this to jump up a few notches shortly=
Georgia police officer among 4 dead in rampage that also left boy, 12, shot in the face

Via Fox News
You can expect this to jump up a few notches too.
They think they are on a victory lap. They are not=
Superintendent says Detroit schools 'deeply using critical race theory'

Via Fox News
Absolutely... don't give them a dime.
I wrote what I consider an eloquent and extended email to them about my relationship with The Salvation Army. They are dead to me=
Salvation Army pulls controversial racism guide amid public outcry

"Let's Talk About Racism"
They didn't pull it soon enough;
here's a copy of THAT document

Hover over the document to view the controls / flip through the pages

Via Childrens' Health Defense News
Sad... just sad=
Forced to Get Vaccine to Remain on Lung Transplant List, 49-Year-Old Who Survived COVID Dies After Second Moderna Shot

Via Zero Hedge
Bullshit, Bullshit, Bullshit and so on=
A Scared Nu World:
Here's What We Know About The COVID "Omicron" Strain